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So HALLELUJAH, my English IB Exams are over!

I'm still feeling stressed though. There's just so much pressure and the expectations are so high, that I can't help but thing about whether I did my best or not, or what I could've done differently.

I don't find out about my marks until July.

My class English mark, scales out to a 7 / 7 on the IB scale (all of their marks are out of seven, and no half-marks). But, my estimated exam mark was only 4 / 7!! Which is super crazy, and I really hope it's wrong. They say that no one actually gets a seven, usually. The highest that most people get is a six, and for some reason the average grade for our class was an expected THREE. Soooo, I'm a little paranoid.

But it's over, I suppose. I just have to kill my Diploma (year end) English exams, now.

I hope that you did well on the exams! I'm sure you did, though

Ew, exams smell. I bet you did fabulous though! I finished my exams last week and speaking of which, have you been accepted into a college yet? I know you're into art and interior design; did you follow through on that?

Yaaaay, exams are over!!!
That's always a good feeling =D
I'm sure you did great, if you're averaging 7/7...well, you can't go down very far in the exam.

I haven't done any exams yet. We did practice ones at the end of last year, but that's it.
My first set of real exams are in 5 weeks!

I only had one provincial exam this year, it was for Social Studies and it was last semester. So I'm out of the woods But I still have the in class exams, but they don't count for much.

It's always a good feeling when you finish your exams!
Like having an entire carton of ice cream, which I just did.

Mmm...ice cream
When I was in America I ate a carton of cookie-dough ice cream every day, because we don't have it in Australia.
Cookie dough ice cream = heaven

You love it too?! Cookie Dough ice cream is my favourite of all! It's like the best flavor besides Ben & Jerrys Phish Food!
Chocolate Ice cream + Marshmellow + Caramel + Fudge Fish = *girly giggle*

So you understand why I had to eat as much as I could while I had it
I have no idea what Fish is, but Ice Magic is the best topping for plain vanilla ice cream... *mmmmm*
Haha, oh noooo, now I'm getting cravings

These were just my IB English exams. The IBO is on a different schedule. My regular class exams aren't until June... so I still have to write Psychology, Science and regular English diplomas. But they're nothing on level of importance compared to these exams. Bleh.

But I definitely got trashed last night. And I think I did it, to celebrate exams being over. Except... the being sick-ish all day today, isn't so exciting to celebrate. Haha. I think I had about seven or eight shots of vodka in about half an hour... and then I sat for another half an hour, waiting for it to settle... and went upstairs and sat down in the bathroom. My friend came in to ask me how I was, and that's all I remember. Apparently she brought me in a blanket and pillow, and asked if I wanted some water... haha, but I don't remember. I just really didn't want to throw up in her house, I would've felt horrible. It was my best friend's house, and I didn't want to make a mess. I ended up sleeping on her bathroom floor for twelve hours. Haha. Yeah. I was supposed to go to another friend's 18th birthday party tonight, but decided it's probably a better idea to come home and have a good meal, and rest... cause I shouldn't be drinking when I'm stressed like this. Not the best plan.

I feel so alone I'm always the only one on and nobody is ever here.


Prom this Friday! The My Chemical Romance concert I went to was awesome.